I forgive myself

We are all people and we all make mistakes. I made some big mistakes and I hurt some people because I was hurting.

For a long time I suffered from that. I feel like I did my time. I've corrected some character traits that was hurting others 

I forgive myself. Who cares who else does!!!

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